Feeling, shedding, willing...

Today I feel sad,
In a kind of sadness that overtake heart and body
That doesn’t feel like shedding a tear,
Although the eyes feel like being wet by the water of the world’s seven seas.

Like stretching carpets on the sand
For the sand to cover them immediately
Hiding the images, arabesques and colors,
This is how I feel about everything I do.

For they have neither sense nor sensibility,
People can’t offer back what I desperately search and send them
In requirements, acts, veins and pulsation,
Only the wind sweeping the sand and all my mementos.

Just in case you haven’t noticed, god,
I feel sad today,
Whoever you are, wherever you may be,
They use to say you are omnipresent and omniscient
But all I can see is a useless effort that’s bringing me tired and lonely,
Apart from all the good moments,
Away from all the deserved offers,
Always on the border, always begging for a better tomorrow,
That never comes, that never waves its white handkerchief
Just in case you haven’t noticed, god,
Copier or creator,
Good or evil symbol
I’d just like to say

That I feel really sad today.